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My name is Ling Min.
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Ling means soaring, Min means agile.
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I am a patient with uremia.
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In three months, 12 days
five hours and 33 minutes
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I will turn 25 years old.
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I am not being sentimental.
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I have been counting the seconds
ever since I got sick.
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<i>In the first six months,</i>
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{\an8}<i>I was trying to figure out
the cause of my kidney failure.</i>
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{\an8}<i>Was it due to holding in urine,
eating too much salt,</i>
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<i>or irregular sleep patterns?</i>
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<i>Then I got tired of thinking about this.</i>
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<i>My doctor told me that</i>
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<i>my renal tubules
had already undergone fibrosis.</i>
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{\an8}<i>To make it clearer
he pointed at the kidneys</i>
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{\an8}<i>on the diagram of human organs, saying...</i>
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{\an8}Yours are like two loofahs hanging there.
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<i>Driven by the strong desire to live,</i>
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<i>I started living a delicate
and self-disciplined life.</i>
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<i>Taking medicines punctually,</i>
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{\an8}<i>drinking water meticulously,
eating food carefully.</i>
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<i>To control my salt intake,</i>
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<i>I quit my favorite kimchi
and Laoganma sauce.</i>
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<i>To control my potassium intake,</i>
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<i>I weigh and calculate
the potassium amount in every meal.</i>
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<i>To control my phosphorus intake,</i>
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<i>I blanch every single
piece of meat before eating it.</i>
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<i>Blanching makes it as dry
as playdough and hard to swallow,</i>
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<i>but it's still better than insomnia,
edema, whole-body itching</i>
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<i>caused by hyperphosphatemia.</i>
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<i>In addition to these,
my blood pressure, heart rate</i>
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<i>and tiny amount of urine</i>
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<i>also need to be monitored
every single moment.</i>
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{\an8}<i>If the fluctuation
of any indicator is overlooked,</i>
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{\an8}<i>my life might be taken away.</i>
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<i>My pulse rate is 64 beats per minute.</i>
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<i>What's more,</i>
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<i>dialysis machines take over
the work of my two kidneys</i>
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<i>helping me filter out toxins
from my blood regularly.</i>
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{\an8}<i>So I am living a life
with endless dialysis.</i>
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{\an8}<i>Three times every week,
four hours every time.</i>
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{\an8}- Is there any bleeding in your body?
- No.
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- Is the color of the stool normal?
- Normal.
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- What's your name, please?
- Ling Min.
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<i>Puncture, administer
low molecular weight heparin sodium</i>
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<i>draw blood, secure the circuit,
fix the tubing.</i>
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<i>The coming four hours
will be a boring and empty wait.</i>
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{\an8}<i>After two years of personal experience
I have found that dialysis and longing</i>
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<i>are both profound things.</i>
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<i>Sometimes there is
a sudden rise in blood pressure</i>
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<i>causing a splitting headache.</i>
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<i>At other times,
when the blood pressure drops</i>
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<i>the machine has to be
immediately discontinued.</i>
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- Sir, let me help you...
- Nurse!
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<i>Too much dialysis,
leg cramps happen every day.</i>
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<i>Too little, water is retained in the body.</i>
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<i>Even normal walking
causes shortness of breath.</i>
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In order to spare myself some trouble,
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I control my weight like someone
with obsessive-compulsive disorder.
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<i>Authentication successful.</i>
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<i>Because the calculation of dehydration
is based on body weight,</i>
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<i>even the slightest deviation
could potentially trigger a storm.</i>
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{\an8}Weight increased by 2.1 today.
I will remove 2.4 units of water for you.
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<i>Yesterday, I had the 700th needle
stuck into my left arm</i>
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<i>while Messi scored his 700th goal
in his club career.</i>
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<i>It's funny saying this,
my ex-boyfriend was a super football fan.</i>
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He once solemnly promised me that
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he would marry me
when Messi scored his 700th goal.
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However, on the early morning
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that Messi scored
his 636th goal for Barcelona,
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he left without a word.
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<i>Ridiculously,</i>
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<i>he cut off my bangs
and took them away while I was asleep,</i>
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<i>claiming them as a keepsake.</i>
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<i>What's even more absurd is that</i>
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{\an8}<i>when I woke up in the morning
and looked at myself in the mirror</i>
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{\an8}<i>my first reaction was:</i>
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{\an8}<i>at least my weight
must have dropped by 0.1 grams.</i>
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Off topic.
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After all this talking
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I just want everyone to know
that I'm not a scammer.
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{\an8}These are my medical records,
blood type and examination reports.
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Once the kidney transplant is done
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I can live a normal life
like everyone else.
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But I've been waiting in line
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for a kidney donor
at three different hospitals
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for over two years.
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There's been no news at all.
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It is said that the average waiting time
is typically eight to nine years.
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I am still young,
with enough time to wait.
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{\an8}But I've truly had enough of
living through these days,
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{\an8}relying on dialysis three times a week
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to barely survive,
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and just an extra sip
of water or a bite of meat
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making me dizzy and nauseous.
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Although uremia is not a terminal illness
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its complications can be life-threatening.
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<i>Two days ago,
a fellow patient around my age passed away</i>
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<i>because of the overindulgence
of eating a few bites of banana,</i>
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<i>leading to heart failure.</i>
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Date of death is February 18, 2023.
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<i>I don't want to wait like this anymore.</i>
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<i>I'm afraid I might not make it
before a kidney becomes available.</i>
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That's why I'm recording this video
to find a partner.
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Of course, you can also
see it as searching for a kidney.
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If someone in the tumor group
is a match for me
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and is willing to donate one kidney to me
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I'm willing to marry you,